im retarded for a girl

it may be the lack of sleep i've been getting, but i've been getting "feelings" recently. i have seen her everyday this week, and which is great but weird at the same time.( i cant say much, "she might be reading it, and find out. or her roommate might be reading this entry, and vomitting and breaking shit kicking her cat)


*sigh* i miss looking down, and seeing her hand looking for my hand