i hate student loans

i hate loans and scholarships...i need them because its free money. i spent 3 hours writing plus fishing down teachers to apply for a scholarship that i'm dont even qualify for. FUCKING BITCh, bitcH fucking!!! it was actually a different scholarship i wanted to apply for, so when i go to apply for the one i do qualify for, MOUNGE! the deadline has already passed.
then i look at my OSAP print out, and i didnt need to apply, i was already was qualified, because its given to poor people, and im "POOR PEOPLE". now i just wait to see it the gov'ment gives me more money