she is cute, and im a dofus

A) i cant help it, but im a totally dofus. i cant help but to trip, and slip-up and cause a rukus. im a boffon, and i cant help it. i sometimes feel i'll a living clown, and thats what in life i'd like to be paid for. i just saw "the hollow" its a clown play. and it rocked, i know the writer/director, mike kennard, and i tip my hat off to him for creating a great show. during the intermission, i started to act out a little, i made a guy who stood up to stretch feel ackward, i stood up because i thought he wanted to get out to pee-pee, but he was stretching his legs. i made him feel bad for, ME, assuming he wanted to get by, so i started to make whining and weeping noises. his friends just laughed and giggled at me.
through all this, the girl i went with held my hand!
i dont know, i want to work this angle.

her hair smells nice, and i feel that everything im telling her isnt falling on deaf ears and that she caring about what im saying. i was also acting macho too